i don't see the point in being all high and mighty, being rich and 'successful', if that is all you have. material possessions only last this long. what's the point of going through life, merely ticking down the list of 'requirements' to be deemed successful by society.

i can think of quite a few really, who i can see ending up like that in the future.

and it just leaves this immense disgust in me.

i can't be like that. i just can't. its not worth it really. happiness is worth so much more.